One Last Phone Call
Article is by C.J Npowa
Hey it’s me,
Can we talk? I’ve been thinking…
It’s not that I don’t want to f**k
It’s just that I want so much more
You feel me.
I want to be able to hold you to
The promises you made to me back when
I want to be able to kiss the bitterness that crept in goodbye
I want to be able to laugh
Away all the pain that’s turned into our only constant
I want to be able to undress
All the lies that have become our truth
I want to be able to unveil
my nakedness, my soul like a virgin bride
I want to be able to taste
peace, even if it’s far from exciting
I just want to be able to
Despite all the trials and failures
I still see potential
That’s being wasted
Despite the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow
I still tremble
At the memory of the upcoming storm
Can we stop f**king each other up and just f**k each other happily ever after?
Grrrrgrrr … Allo! Are you there?
I think I’ve lost all
Fucking network! What have I paid for all these years!?